Everyone can't resist and run away from falling in love, right? I've been trying to avoid myself from giving a chance to a guy to be love, by me. Unfortunately, sometimes things doesn't run like how we want to. Talking about heart-breaking situations, I've been facing that almost every year or perhaps month? You know you can't face any broken-hearted situations, but if it turns to love, what else you can do?
I've been fall for a guy way too deep, and when I said I fall for him, I fall hard. But sometimes, the person that we fall for, wasn't that ready to catch us. My dear, it is hard too fall alone when no one there to pick you up. It is up to you whether wanna get up and be strong or lay there, and cry.
Loving someone always makes me questioning myself. "Why do you this? Why giving him that chance that he not supposed to get? Why him?". Sorry if this might hurt everyone, but believe me, after facing too much broken-hearted situations, it is way too impossible for not popping this question to yourself.
Some says, life is like a roller coaster, we are facing our upside down moment. Yeah, but for me, life is like a coffee. Different stages to get the good coffee beans, if not? You know how it is, right? So do Love. Good coffee gave you the satisfaction that you looking for, if not, you will trying to search the good one to make you feel satisfy.
Question, what you gonna do when someone that used to have your love but never appreciate it? Hate them? Ignore them? Avoid them? Some situations, we really can't run away from them. What if they work the same place like you did? Or live the same place or area, and worst, someone who was close to your friend?
Having relationship and be with someone is like you participate in battlefield. Sometimes winning is not everything. It is the pride and dignity that stand. It just the same like, when we starts a fire, we must have the way how to stop it. Would you like to watch it burn everything while you are standing and do nothing?
Giving someone opportunity to love you never be wrong. Giving them a chance a bit to know you, make you feel how to love and be love. Yes, sometimes wrong people might come and waste everything, most everything in your life. Remember? Wrong people always come in right time?
What about, when someone from your past came and telling you that he or she is the one for you? and you are the one for him, even after a while they been Missing In Action for a quite while, and worst when you are recently happy with someone else? Would you leave for them? I've been through this like few years ago, and what I did, quite cruel, I left both of them. Reason? To make it fair. Remember, battlefield?
Giving someone else get to know you and get close to you, when you have a cold-hearted type of person, is just not that easy. You have been in that way quite long, change in just a tap wasn't that easy. Yes, being heartless is quite good and cool, but deep inside, you are begging for someone to break the ice and tell you, is not wrong to love and be love. Well, some people are just too bullshits, taking advantage in time you need their help, the most. Typical people?
I've seen too many things and drama, live drama, in my age of 23rd. Most of it, when you are always alone and always be with your phone. Sitting down in a coffee shop with books and for sure coffees, sitting for hours, can make you get through all this, perfectly. Well, eyes won't stare away from drama. Way toooo hard.
Phewwww~ make it short.
No matter how many such things, I said and I write, things still the same. Human can never resist themselves from loving someone and be love. Reasons? You can't hate someone easily, without loving them and close to them. You can't right? Love is nature. and we are part of nature.e
Ever imagine life without feelings? Worst. Believe me, it is.
Questions always gonna be questions. Now it is up to us. Will you find your answer for all this? Are you willing to? Will you?
Appreciate when someone loves you and willing to stand for you. Don't misplace and throw away the diamond, while you are busy searching for a stone. Right person maybe in front of your eyes but you just don't realized. Hopefully, someday you will.
Never lose faith, you can achieve it for good.
Good Luck. :)
Lady Mary Valenny Jane.
14/07/15.