2018?

Holla 2018 and still being quite a lot, still. Vally won't change at all.

Even if I do miss writing but I don't have the time to write some, so here you go, another story for my another voices.

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2017 went so Oh-Well and that's explain a lot. After been ditched and hatred by everyone, well it is doesn't seems end of life, I learnt something from it. "Just be who you are, even you are a d*ckhead or a pastor, if people gotta hate you, they will." Why I said something like that? 'Cause I faced it. Not everyone gonna likes you, even if they are, some of them are pretending. Listen, even your own family ditching you behind ya' back, did you know 'bout it if not one of them told you about it? YOU NOT. so, one of my 2017's pages filled with those. Even until now, some people just hard to move on from it, trust me, I did moving on. so, yea, I did.

Another day, another month, another pages. 2017 totally the almost last year for me involving myself in F&B life. I glad I did manage with it and I am glad, super glad that I experienced those as part of my life, and yes, people will always gonna ditched you no matter what. Life goes on, they said. But what happen if life stuck there and never moving forward?

Another thing that listed on my pages, Georgie and I turned 2nd? HAHA I AM SO LAME!!

Prove to anyone that life do changing, I changed my phone, I changed my hair like, from curl to strength. I make it long enough to make everyone annoyed (Remember, we are still in 2017's story) and oh, I'm upgraded from few phases to few phases. I made it, don't I? and did you realized it?

OH, best part, psst! I am f*cking sober from alcohol baby! YES I MADE IT! wait, there's no standing ovation for me? ohhhh, okay. YES the last time I've been really drunk was, JANUARY 2017. Why? 'Cause I can't stand hangover anymore. p/s This is what you get when you are living your life way too early. But yes, I glad I make it and rather than alcohol if you asked, I prefer Soda? and COFFEE!!

Talk about coffee, I did managed to be a Barista (Checked!) and it was a part of me. Latte art? Yes, I made those. I can say, whatever I want, I can achieved it if I do try and I proved it! I got this inspiration from "Forrest Gump" just do what you wanna do, give it a try and it won't harm you. Better than never, right?

I do have vacations, like Local Vacation but feeling likes I am going oversea cause of cold and rain, (wait, I didn't know that rain would make it like oversea? maybe the weather I guess) it was fun, I made a video of it but never posted it online since I doubted mine. I still don't have the time to make it like Real-Time. Well, Vally will always gonna be Vally, always need time. I know, I'm lame.

New faces, new friends, new people, new environment. Hola October Coffee House, I am part of it! Yes, I made my way to be in there without anyone helps or recommend. I am glad that I've been accepted in that 1st cafe in Kota Kinabalu. Phew it wasn't easy, with all the almost-dying shift I had to face and with all work task. And that is when, I knew something is wrong with me again. Let's put that in another life's story. Anyways, remember the girl that I always talked about? the Ex? yea, she's been there and posting something 'bout it which is "It is time for you to serve me" HAHA listen everyone, even her money being part of my salary but never forget that my money too. So moving on, in OctCafe, that is when my Barista thang suddenly came to me even I ended up in Kitchen Crew from Service Crew but it won't stop me. I did learnt something there and permanently will be part of me now, the availability to taste coffees HAHA even not so pro but hey, I can :)

About what I knew that is "bad things happened to me" is not what I got during my work life. Remember than I've been accident nearly dead in 2012? I got permanently injured with my backbone. Mine wasn't how I used to be, mine was crooked. The only solution that hospital gave me was Physiotherapy. Nope, I didn't show up 'cause I know, it will still hurts. And from that moment, I've decided to let it being part of me.

What else happened in my 2017? I can't recall that much since I spent my time with work and work and work and Georgie. I think that it is, goodbye.

Wait, by saying goodbye like that is just so not me. Here some words for everyone of you.

To everyone that they thought they did knocked me down, I am sorry, you are not.

If someone think that they made me weak, I am grow stronger.

Life and Experience made me those.

You can kill me with your words but not with your actions.

By ditching and talked behind me, you guys did hurts me but the pain won't stay much longer.

If anyone blaming me like I am the one who starts, I appreciated that.

I won't say anything for more, I just,

Life move on guys, it won't stay the same pages everyday.

I made mine and I closed it,

Some people can't and some people do,

It is up to you, wanna stay in that place for forever or moving on for something new.

Remember, this life is a journey.

the one that been ditched and hatred - Valenny.

Technically, that's how I always end my writing. What I wrote here is just the highlighted of what happen to me in 2017. Other than that, let me keep it in my another thought. It is been a while and yes, I will write more soon. 'Till next time....

Lady Mary Valenny Jane,

29 Aug 2018, 17:35